It started with a lie, deceit and deception from Heather Killebrew, before I even called her, the very first time. I looked her up on google after she messaged me on MATCH in Mid-November of 2017, right before Thanksgiving. The results showed that she was a Real Estate agent, which was untrue, misleading and false. She had been, at one time, but hadn’t been for a long while before November of 2017 and up until August 1st of this year, still wasn’t. It was the start and beginning of many more.
It isn’t silliness. It’s true. I am frightened and afraid of you. One week ago, you told your mother you didn’t want to live anymore, if that was actually true, to today calling my fear of you silly. I am afraid of you. You are all over the place. Constant threats of turning me in, leaving a detailed not for the police on why you killed yourself. It’s frightening. I fear you and your temper. Not silly at all..
5:00 AM 07/23/21
Not silly, not silly at all. One week ago, you were canceling your trip, I ruined it and you didn’t want to live anymore. None of it makes sense and is all over the place. It was all deceit, untrue and a mindfuck game of yours or it wasn’t, but either way, it is frightening. How you are all over the place, how you are so wishy washy, how easily you say you want to die or you’re killing yourself or wanting to eat a bullet, to just calling this silliness. You frighten and scare me, you do and it is not silliness. You swing from one second to another. It is frightening, disturbing and alarming. It isn’t silly. You have provided good reasons to be frightened and fearful of you and your temper.
5:15 AM 07/23/21
I shared with you how down and low I have gotten, how upsetting and miserable I was and how much distress and despair I am in, you discounted that and kept pushing me towards the edge. So, being frightened and fearful of you, is not silly not silly at all. I’m on the edge and in complete despair and distress, which I believe you wanted. I’m there and you frighten me. Not silly.
5:22 AM 07/23/21