It started with a lie, deceit and deception from Heather Killebrew, before I even called her, the very first time. I looked her up on google after she messaged me on MATCH in Mid-November of 2017, right before Thanksgiving. The results showed that she was a Real Estate agent, which was untrue, misleading and false. She had been, at one time, but hadn’t been for a long while before November of 2017 and up until August 1st of this year, still wasn’t. It was the start and beginning of many more.
I’m very deeply and sincerely sorry and extremely regretful that I refused to be adult enough to own my mistake and take responsibility and the consequences that goes with it. I’m sorry so very sorry that I put my selfishness and my feelings and wants of you ahead of yours. I just didn’t want a life without you. I just wanted a life with you and eternity. I selfishly and foolishly put those wants and desires ahead of doing the right thing and taking accountability and responsibility for a very bad mistake I made. I am so very sincerely and genuinely sorry I couldn’t be adult enough before now.
1:39 PM 04/15/24
I had already confessed to you, I just wasn’t willing to be adult enough to accept the consequences of that mistake. The first night I confessed, I told you everything. There is nothing new here. I don’t think this is helping me and that’s not what it’s about, It’s about being an adult and owning my mistake.
1:56 PM 04/15/24
Feels great to know NOW that you only had a LIMP noodle dick with me., and not with donkey ass face. Feels great to know that. And another reason why I am making the right decision. You should be with Kristie, she knows how to fuck! Remember!? Unlike my boring ass. No worries. Happy for the confirmation.
1:58 PM 04/15/24
Yes, you confessed that you FUCKED her Four times in 24-36 hours. I get it! You couldn’t get an erection with me AND you Never fucked me four times in 24 hours. You’ve said it all. I got my confirmation. Do you think I would want to be with someone that’s not attracted to me or desires me the way you desired Kristie!?? No thanks. Too many other hard cocks out there that will want to show me that I’m desired in that way. I’m not upset. I’m happy. I’m excited to meet my person. Ty.
2:30 PM 04/15/24
Not a mistake for me. I want to be desired and I’m going to have those experiences with someone else, like you did. Your dick was with another woman. It’s no mistake for me. I’m doing it because I want to feel loved and desired again. You don’t love me. You said so. You said she knew how to fuck and you wanted her not me. I believe you.
3:01 PM 04/15/24
Doesn’t matter. Because of what you said to my face in my kitchen, I’m still going to do whatever I desire with anyone I want. You will just have to grit your teeth and deal with all the visuals that you put in my head. Oral. All of it. People don’t change. You continued to betray me with shaving. You proved that you don’t know what real love is.. or you couldn’t care less what I wanted or needed. I’ve taken notice. I’m busy.
3:33 PM 04/15/24
One last thing.... Four times is really all I needed to believe. Nothing like that occurred with me, so it’s unbelievable that you wanted her so many times in such a small window of time. That speaks volumes to me. I bet I can beat that record easily with someone that wants me. I’m excited.
3:36 PM 04/15/24
I would never let you know the real person who will be the beneficiary of all my unmet wants and desires and needs. That’s special and secret between me and him. Just like you and Pam. You and Kristie. You and Angie. You and Kelly . You and Tonia. You and the mystery woman on your phone. All of that is special and secret between you and them. Mmmm hmmm. I’m salivating. You’ve given me the ultimate gift. Freedom from you!
3:41 PM 04/15/24