It started with a lie, deceit and deception from Heather Killebrew, before I even called her, the very first time. I looked her up on google after she messaged me on MATCH in Mid-November of 2017, right before Thanksgiving. The results showed that she was a Real Estate agent, which was untrue, misleading and false. She had been, at one time, but hadn’t been for a long while before November of 2017 and up until August 1st of this year, still wasn’t. It was the start and beginning of many more.
Tonight at midnight when it switches over to the 22nd, I’m officially done with probation. All the pressure, stress, anxiety, fear and desperation I had been under for a few years is all gone. I’m no longer desperate about anything. I’m going to be getting around $520k out of the house when it sells. I’m going to have an estate sale and then move whatever doesn’t sell. I can finally breathe. In roughly 60 days I am out of this house. I am going to rent for a little bit and take my time in picking a home instead of just a house. I have no ill feelings toward or about you at all. The pressure is off and I’m no longer full of anxiety and fear, and it feels wonderful. I can’t wait to get out of this house, It’s been my prison for many years. Hope life finds you well.
10:58 AM 08/21/24
I’m sitting here remembering how I would jump from email address to email address to get your attention. I would call and call and call and I would start texting and texting and texting. All in a desperate attempt to get your attention. Whether you are reading things from me or not, that’s for you to decide not for me to try and make you. I remember, I would start to provoke and provoke and provoke to get you to pay attention to me out of sheer desperation and panic. It should’ve always been left up to you to decide and not forced upon you. I sincerely and deeply regret that I did those things and acted in such a horrible way to you. I am truly sincerely and genuinely sorry for my behavior and my words.
11:14 AM 08/21/24