christmas
MONTES | Wentzville, MO | 12/24/2021 | CHRISTMAS
CHRISTMAS 21

dawne
MONTES | Saint Peters, MO | 7/27/2001 | DAWNE
Jul 2001

dawne
MONTES | Saint Peters, MO | 7/27/2001 | DAWNE
Jul 2001

dawne
MONTES | Saint Peters, MO | 7/27/2001 | DAWNE
Jul 2001

dogs
MELODY | Wentzville, MO | 3/31/2022 | DOGS
Melody as puppy

dogs
MELODY | Wentzville, MO | 3/31/2022 | DOGS
Melody as puppy

family
MELODY | Wentzville, MO | 3/31/2022 | FAMILY
Melody as puppy

family
MONTES | Saint Peters, MO | 7/27/2001 | FAMILY
Jul 2001

family
MELODY | Wentzville, MO | 3/31/2022 | FAMILY
Melody as puppy

family
MONTES | Saint Peters, MO | 7/27/2001 | FAMILY
Jul 2001

family
MONTES | Saint Peters, MO | 7/27/2001 | FAMILY
Jul 2001

family
MONTES | Wentzville, MO | 12/13/2024 | FAMILY
Adam and April

february
MONTES | Wentzville, MO | 2/18/2022 | FEBRUARY
Feb. 2022

february
MONTES | Wentzville, MO | 2/14/2022 | FEBRUARY
Valentines 22

february
MONTES | Wentzville, MO | 2/18/2022 | FEBRUARY
Feb. 2022

february
HEATHER | Wildwood, MO | 2/25/2022 | FEBRUARY
7 CT DIAMOND BRACELET

february
HEATHER | Wildwood, MO | 2/25/2022 | FEBRUARY
7 CT DIAMOND BRACELET

spring
MELODY | Wentzville, MO | 3/31/2022 | SPRING
Melody as puppy

spring
MONTES | Wentzville, MO | 3/22/2022 | SPRING
Spring of 2022

spring
MELODY | Wentzville, MO | 3/31/2022 | SPRING
Melody as puppy

summer
MONTES | Saint Peters, MO | 7/27/2001 | SUMMER
Jul 2001

summer
MONTES | Saint Peters, MO | 7/27/2001 | SUMMER
Jul 2001

summer
MONTES | Saint Peters, MO | 7/27/2001 | SUMMER
Jul 2001

winter
MONTES | Wentzville, MO | 12/24/2021 | WINTER
CHRISTMAS 21

winter
MONTES | Wentzville, MO | 2/18/2022 | WINTER
Feb. 2022

winter
MONTES | Wentzville, MO | 2/18/2022 | WINTER
Feb. 2022

Joseph Montes
Nov 21, 2023, 5:31 AM
to Heather Killebrew< heatherjkillebrew@gmail.com >
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Being in love with you, loving you and caring about you, hurts so damn much all the time. You vilify, demonize, distort, twist, push away, shut out, and dehumanize people. You have more compassion, care and love for that dead bat, which flew into your basement and died months ago, which you have left decaying in your basement then you do for me. You show that dead bat more care, love and understanding than you do me. You’ve made/make things so damn difficult. You told me with such rage and anger how badly you wanted to rip my heart out through my ass, you did and you have. You told me with such rage and anger how badly you wanted me to hurt and how badly you wanted to severely hurt me, which you have. You have a horrible temper and say the most awful unreal and untrue things. I’m no damn villain. I’m no damn demon. I’m no damn monster. I’m not evil. I’m not the devil. I don’t want to kill you or see you dead or hurt or harmed, it isn’t any goal of mine, it’s just your imagination projected on me. I am/was just a man in love with you, who loves/loved you and who wants/wanted everything with you. You shut me out, pushed me away and you’ve done it by demonizing, vilifying, insulting character assassinating and dehumanizing me. You have used Dawne’s death to further harm, damage and hurt me, intentionally. I’m not/wasn’t guilty. I am only guilty of loving you and caring about you and you threw me away for it. ..
Joseph Montes
Aug 22, 2024, 8:50 AM
to Heather Killebrew< heatherjkillebrew@gmail.com >
Closure
Hello. Hope all is going well for you. You once asked me, not long ago, what would I, actually, do if I got my belongings and stuff back from you? The answer is, I would go away and be completely out of your life. For me, my belongings being there provides me hope, as you want them and me there and provides a reason to continue to try and contact you and keep the auto shipments going. Getting my belongings returned to me will provide finality and complete closure. I believe you know this isn’t what or how I want it to be between us. I believe you know that I don’t want my belongings out of your home and to be out of your life and have you out of mine, but you do. I’m positive that you have gathered them up and they are bagged or boxed somewhere, there’s no reason for them to still be there and not returned to me. Returning them to me will get me totally out of your life. I did want the dolly back and the tools I left on the black rack next to the Mercedes, but you can’t mail those. I’m not asking for anything out of the ordinary nor unusual. It’s the final step and it closes the door shut. Not returning them, Keeps the door open, which is how I perceive it and feel about it. Not getting them returned, provides reason to continue to contact you. If you want me completely out of your life, then you will return my items back to me or allow me to collect them. Please let me know how and when you plan to get those back and returned to me. Please. ..