HEATHER KILLEBREW

Heather Killebrew , resides at 2566 Rover Ridge Dr. in Wilwood MO, a St. Louis Suburb.

From the outset of our communication, there were inconsistencies. When I researched Heather Killebrew online prior to our first conversation, I found information stating that Heather was a real estate agent. This turned out to be false and misleading. This initial deception set the tone for our interactions and led to a lack of trust. There were many other instances where Heather Killebrew's words and actions did not align. I found this pattern of behavior of Heather Killebrew's to be habitual, pathelogical and unacceptable. Heather Killebrew, I believe will be shown and proven, by her behavior, actions and conduct to have be duplicitous, dishonest and deceitful.

Joseph Montes
Jul 22, 2021, 8:28 AM
to Heather Killebrew< heatherjkillebrew@gmail.com >
This drama needs to end
I just want out of this drama. I’m my worst enemy. I engaged in it with you. This had no place to go and there was never any chance it could. There just was nowhere to go. I’ve grown indifferent and just want out of the drama of it all.

I fear your temper, rage, anger, hate and hostility. My boys future is on the line and your hate and dislike of me knows no bounds or depths. It is where you at with me and you feel the way you feel. I fear you.. what you wrote the other night was disturbing, demeaning, distressing and disgusting. It was full of pure hate, rage and anger. Largely made up and full of exaggeration and pure fabrication.

I just want out and not to be continuously punished for it. I fear you and your temper. I do. I’m afraid of you and your need to punish me. I pose no threat to you, will not interfere in your life and wish you would and could do the same for me.

I just want peace, harmony, balance and happiness and hope you will not interfere with that and let me be. Those things are not possible with you or this in my life in anyway. You are not any reason or responsible for my troubles or problems, as I am not a reason or responsible for any of yours.

I fear you, so, I ask for your mercy to just let me be without any interference from you or by you. I ask for mercy for my boys sake. They have endured and suffered enough. So, please, let it go. ..
Joseph Montes
Nov 21, 2023, 5:31 AM
to Heather Killebrew< heatherjkillebrew@gmail.com >
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Being in love with you, loving you and caring about you, hurts so damn much all the time. You vilify, demonize, distort, twist, push away, shut out, and dehumanize people. You have more compassion, care and love for that dead bat, which flew into your basement and died months ago, which you have left decaying in your basement then you do for me. You show that dead bat more care, love and understanding than you do me. You’ve made/make things so damn difficult. You told me with such rage and anger how badly you wanted to rip my heart out through my ass, you did and you have. You told me with such rage and anger how badly you wanted me to hurt and how badly you wanted to severely hurt me, which you have. You have a horrible temper and say the most awful unreal and untrue things. I’m no damn villain. I’m no damn demon. I’m no damn monster. I’m not evil. I’m not the devil. I don’t want to kill you or see you dead or hurt or harmed, it isn’t any goal of mine, it’s just your imagination projected on me. I am/was just a man in love with you, who loves/loved you and who wants/wanted everything with you. You shut me out, pushed me away and you’ve done it by demonizing, vilifying, insulting character assassinating and dehumanizing me. You have used Dawne’s death to further harm, damage and hurt me, intentionally. I’m not/wasn’t guilty. I am only guilty of loving you and caring about you and you threw me away for it. ..
Joseph Montes
Aug 22, 2024, 8:50 AM
to Heather Killebrew< heatherjkillebrew@gmail.com >
Closure
Hello. Hope all is going well for you. You once asked me, not long ago, what would I, actually, do if I got my belongings and stuff back from you? The answer is, I would go away and be completely out of your life. For me, my belongings being there provides me hope, as you want them and me there and provides a reason to continue to try and contact you and keep the auto shipments going. Getting my belongings returned to me will provide finality and complete closure. I believe you know this isn’t what or how I want it to be between us. I believe you know that I don’t want my belongings out of your home and to be out of your life and have you out of mine, but you do. I’m positive that you have gathered them up and they are bagged or boxed somewhere, there’s no reason for them to still be there and not returned to me. Returning them to me will get me totally out of your life. I did want the dolly back and the tools I left on the black rack next to the Mercedes, but you can’t mail those. I’m not asking for anything out of the ordinary nor unusual. It’s the final step and it closes the door shut. Not returning them, Keeps the door open, which is how I perceive it and feel about it. Not getting them returned, provides reason to continue to contact you. If you want me completely out of your life, then you will return my items back to me or allow me to collect them. Please let me know how and when you plan to get those back and returned to me. Please. ..